Just an update!

So not too much is going on but I still wanted to write a blog so I am updating this page on a regular basis.

Work: right now it really sux! I go to work and don't know what I am doing. I am always getting traded off in different departments and end up doing dumb tedious stuff and it makes my day go by so slow. I really need to find a new job if it doesn't get better. I really want to take my manager's job. She is dumb and its super easy and I keep suggesting things to her to make things a bit more organized and not misplacing ppls things but she never takes my advice. Oh well... I am on the hunt!

Personally: I still have no real friends in VA. It sux. I think I'm at least ok to hang out with. I just want to have fun and have ppl over and have some drink and play some poker. Its really hard to like this place with no friends. I am starting at NOVA (northern VA community college) in the fall and I can't wait! I hope to meet some new people and learn alot more. I have never been to college and I know its just community college but I am super excited.

Patrick and I are still good. We just passed our 1 year together. I love him so much and I really want to get married. I have been excited and kinda eager lately cuz we have been talking about it more, even his mom brings it up and wants to take me dress shopping but still no ring. I know we are kinda tight on money right now so I can understand why he is waiting. I think I bug him about it too much tho and I really need to tone it down abit before he changes his mind. HEHEHE...

Physically: BLAH! My smoothie idea didn't work out too well. Why does everything taste better when someone else makes it? I have been trying to cut back on alot tho. I am not putting mayo on my sandwiches and really cutting down on cheese. I am so exhausted from work and taking care of India by the time I get to work out I am too tired. Its not working too well but I am still hopeful. I do feel like I am eating better tho.

I want a make over! I really need to get my eyebrows done, they need some shape to them. Not too skinny or anything but more like...

that. I wish I had a girl friend to go with tho ya know? I don't even know where good places are to go get them done. I also want to get my hair done. After looking at some pictures of me and seeing my hair from behind it wasn't pretty. It looks just dead and the blond from before is showing through so I need to do something about it. I really want to go for a Jennifer Garner look. Such as...

I want it to grow more too. I feel like my hair is on a stand still. I miss my porno hair! I guess I will just have to wait.