A little update.

So far my new job is pretty good. I process payroll and time sheets for our engineers who are contracted through other companies. It’s a bit hectic but I am finding new ways to make it easier everyday. I am totally broke right now and still waiting on my first paycheck.

I continued to work at Fridays for the first week of my new job but after a 16 hour day I was exhausted!!! I don’t think it really has been worth the effort. I barely make anything in tips and I am super tired at work the next day. I told Fridays not to put me on the schedule and I will just call in if I need a shift or if they need me, they can call me. So far I haven’t been back. I really miss the ppl there tho. I made a few good friends. =)

Not working at Fridays and not getting my first pay check for another two weeks has put us really in the hole. I am so broke. I haven’t paid my car payment that was due on the 25th of last month or my cell phone. =( I got a call from my dad pretty much pissed at me for not paying my car. Its ok tho…as long as I don’t let it go over 30 days I am good. Their credit won’t be effected. I love how my parents only call when they want something. Which is pretty much only when I am a little late on my car payment. They never ask why I am late….they just get mad that I haven’t paid it. …. I need to stop thinking of them. I have a lot of anger inside about them and I really need to let it go. Accept the fact that its not going to get better and that they really shouldn’t matter to me.

On top of all that the new daycare told us that we have two weeks to find a new daycare. =( She just started this daycare and India has really liked it and has been doing so well there. When we found her she had mentioned that she wanted to start her own family… what we didn’t know is that she was going to start it a few weeks after we got her. I guess she has been trying to get pregnant and did the whole fertility thing and now is pregnant with triplets maybe more and she is not even 2 months along and she is already on bed rest! So I have to find a new daycare…AGAIN! I feel bad for having to change things again for India. I always worry when she goes to a new place and I want to always make sure she is being taken care of. Its really hard and very stressful!

Hopefully just 2 more weeks and things will be better! :/